FUTURISTIC

I am currently enrolled for my last semester this college. Yay! I've survived Engineering in just a span of 5 years. I know I have been very pessimistic on my last semester. I almost gave up on studying and thought that I will fail no matter what I do. But thanks to those who pushed me through this. 

Honestly, Computer Engineering isn't my choice. It just came out on my mind during college application and I was only allowed to apply on BSU and UP. Before, it was really either Chemical Engineering or Accountancy, which is not both offered on BSU during that time (BSU now offers Accountancy). But the past few days, I have been into reading a lot of fashion blogs and thought to myself "I want to be like them, someday". For now, it's kind of impossible because of the lack of budget and time. Being a graduating college student is very stressful. Trust me on this! So lately, I've been thinking of Marketing. My parents already allowed me to take a second course. But at first they really want me to take Masters in COE. But realizing that COE's not really for me, I just thought of business courses. I'm really into Fashion Marketing these days.

About taking my second course, I will be the one to support myself on it. I already made my plans. HAHAHA. I told you, I've been over thinking of my future. After graduation, I will first take a rest on all the stress I got from school. COE has no board exam but are allowed to take the ECT Licensure Exam under ECE. I'll be taking that exam. And the rest will be the resting part until July, which is the Summer Graduation for some of my unfortunate classmates who hadn't taken their internship last summer because of some wicked professor. LOL. Then, I'll be applying for a job. Most likely, a programmer or developer. Wishful that I'll be hired as soon as possible, my salary will be dedicated to my parents, self-budget, and savings.

In my so-called self-budget, it consists of  my daily allowance and shopping. Hoping that this will lead me to a new career. Fashion Blogging! Inspired by my favorite fashion bloggers, Kryz Uy and Camille Co. They always have the time to shoot their OOTDs even being very busy with their respective careers. I am envious of them that they have discovered fashion at a young age, while I am at my 20s and still hesitant about it. Hesitant because of my size and my skin. I am fat and my skin's not that pleasant (I have skin asthma before, so there's lot of mini scars). I am very sorry that I haven't listened to my Lola that I should have taken care of my skin, that I should have used scar removers on my younger days. Now I have to buy my own scar removers instead of just asking my parents for it. HUHUHU. Most people would say "Nasa huli ang pagsisisi", I know. :(( Butt I just have to move forward. I hope that my dreams as of now would come true. And that it was final. I tend to to change my mind at the last minute. 

Ciao! :))