Freakin' BUTTERFLY

Hell. I don't know. What to say? I wanna burst out. I can't explain anything.

Yesterday, I was thankful. Now, I'm not. I know it wasn't for me why she did it. It's always not for me. I can't understand. Blaming me for who I am. I know I've changed a lot, but they're part of the reason why I'm like this.

 This gave me a reason to read two books in a day. I definitely missed reading since I'm busy with my internship. I'm kinda thankful that I chose to read 'Slammed' and 'Point of Retreat'. I've learned a new word. BUTTERFLY. Yes. I now have the habit of saying "Butterfly you!". It feels so great. It makes my emotion go out without feeling the guilt.

So, to all the freaks out there. To all those who never appreciates. BUTTERFLY YOU!

One day, y'all know, WHY. One day, y'all understand WHY.

Credits to Kiersten for the word. HAHAHAHA. :)))))

First...

Woke up at 5:30 am to get ready for my internship. We arrived at the office half an hour earlier than our scheduled working hours. So, we assumed that the office is still closed and waited until we decided to try if the gate isn't locked (There is a gate in the stairway. The gate will be positioned over your head when climbing up.)

Since it's still early and the malls are still closed, we decided to hang out at the Jollibee which is only a few minute walk away. We bought sundae and ate our supposedly lunch for that afternoon. We then traveled by MRT going to North Avenue. I asked them to accompany me on buying nail polish at the Department Store.

The bad vibes wiped out when we saw Spongebob and friends being exhibited at The Block. We took a lot of pictures with them. I even asked a lady to take a picture of us. I thought at first she was "mataray" but when she thought that we are just asking her to take photos of us, she suddenly looked "mabait". HAHAHAHAH.

After getting what we went there for, we decided to go home and enjoy the last few hours of our summer vacation.

Moon Boots

Tomorrow will be my first day for my internship. Gahhhhd. Nobody knows how excited I am at the same time, nervous. I'm confident with the skills I learned in school for the past four years. What I am worrying about is that they may be expecting something more from me. I am the typical student who just works their school stuff at school and forget everything at home. I really do not do advance studying. Maybe sometimes, when I am super bored with the internet thing, or when our internet connection's fvcking sloooow.

NVM. Whatever happens tomorrow. But I think, it's cool working with the company. The HR manager is so nice. I look at her as an outgoing kind of woman. She's not hard to be close with regardless of the age. 

Oh, another shit. The work environment is very peaceful. Like OMG. I'm so talkative, noisy or however you'd like to call it. The employees are really serious on whatever their doing. I've been at their office twice, and it was the thing that I observed. And as a trainee, it's not appropriate to behave as what I want to.

BTW, the HR told us before that there's no allowance given but rice and coffee are free. But I'll be packing my own lunch. I want to impress the people out there, by not exploiting the benefits of working there. Of course, I want to be absorbed in the company after graduation. It feels so good that you're already looking forward for something.

And the HELL. My sister just saw me typing this. I just lost the appetite to continue this post anymore. She told me that she's reading my blog. And she'll make my parents read it. I curse her for that. She even asked for a pasalubong tomorrow. What do you call that? Bribery? I hate her for that.  But I still love her. HAHAHAHA. I know you'll read this. I love you, BIATCH! Eeeeeewwww. :)))))))))

About the title, I just saw it on my playlist and I'm getting LSS at the song while thinking for a title. Go and try to listen to it. Moon Boots by The Script. Feel good song for me. :)))